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Hello readers. I believe that im a risk taker. Of course many of you would think otherwise but yeah, this is my blog so i dont care what u think. Firstly i think of myself as a risk taker because well, creating a blog is taking one of the biggest risks of all time right? I am what i write. I have to choose my words wisely. I once got in trouble because of what i wrote. During my band moment that is. From then on, i vowed to always be careful about what i write about. A friend of mine too got in trouble because of her blog. She commented on a teacher at school and somehow he found it and it became a school case. But of course, she didnt delete any of her posts about him and she continued blogging up till this day.

As i was saying,I am what i write. I dont even know who's reading my blog. And i wish to keep it that way.If i do know who is reading my blog then i wont be having the freedom of writting what i like anymore. My posts would be so contrived and it'll be boriinngg.Im sure i have people hating me reading this blog too. Prying eyes analyzing every word i type. But its my blog. i can type whatever i wanna type.

Oh and im already in my campus. Im in my room already. I unpacked everything meticulously and waited for my roomate to come back so that i could borrow her broadband and here i am now. hehe. So anyway, ill update when my life gets a little more colorful bye

why does this always happen to me?

Ive always believed that if u do good to someone, that person will always try to repay u one day. But this doesnt work for me. Its always me who puts in effort for everything. I always make an effort to make everyone around me happy but when i need people to cheer me up, they all go missing. WHY does this alwaaayys happen to me?? For everyones birthday i came all the way down to celebrate it with them but what do i get for my birthday? A break up and everyone gone missing. Its not like i do everything just to get repaid but come on la,at least acknowledge my efforts and come to me when i need u.

UUURRGGHH!!! ALL GUYS ARE THE SAME!!!

simply amazing

I just cried. This is just amazing. The words to this song is so meaningful. This is a cover by joe brooks but it was originally by ben harper. This song reminds me so much about my august. Yes u knw what i mean. We just have to walk away no matter how much strength we have to use.

I love gLee!!!!

Dream

Hey. I had a dream last night which is very rare since i dont dream often. It was a very sad dream i have to say. I got rejected by my high school friends. All of the sudden, they told me they didnt wanna be friends with me anymore. They refuse to talk to me in the future. Oh god, i wish that would never happen. My friends are every important to me. Im a gregarious person. Its not like i depend on other people for everything its just that i like to be around people. Especially loved ones. If everyone were to tell me they dont want to be friends with me anymore gosh, i seriously dunno what to do.

Bulan baru

So i just got back from watching new moon. I thought the movie was just BORING. I think thet gave away too much in the trailer so everything was kind of predictable. HOWEVER, Taylor Lautner has one of the mmost amazing bodies ever! SO hotttttt. Rifaie, im very sorry =(


And theeennn our allowance got banked in today! And obviously la kan, i went shopping. Bought an awesome sling bag, heels and a top. hehehe =)



oh! and selamat hari raya haji =)

results

So last semester's final result slip just came out. and no, i didnt get 4 flat like i wanted but i got 3.7. I think its okay since my slacker was maths. And yes, it was very difficult. At least i got A's for all the other subjects. So yeah. im satisfied and Alhamdullilah.=)